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| User: | countmattula (8995848) Things To Do In Medford When You're Dead
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| Name: | Matty | |||||||
| Location: | Ashland, Oregon, United States | |||||||
| Birthdate: | 1980-07-03 | |||||||
| Bio: | We drove in silence for a while. Then out of nowhere, Nancy quietly said, "I'm going to die very soon. Before my twenty-first birthday. I won't live to be twenty-one. I'm never gonna be old. I don't wanna ever be ugly and old. I'm old now anyhow. I'm eighty. There's nothing left. I've already lived a whole lifetime. I'm going out. In a blaze of glory." Then she was quiet. "I honestly can't understand her," David said as we drove home. "She's dying. She knows it. Why won't she stop herself?" "She doesn't want to," Frank said sadly. "She wants to die. She has for a long, long time. It's been her goal." "She hates being alive," I said. "She hates her pain. She hates herself. She wants to destroy herself." "Isn't there anything we can do?" asked David. "Yes," I said. "Watch her die." ...AND I DON'T WANT TO LIVE THIS LIFE... ni-hil-ism n. 1. Philos. The doctrine that nothing exists or can be known. 2. The rejection of moral and religious creed. 3. A political doctrine holding that the existing structure of society should be destroyed. 4. The belief that life holds no meaning. one step closer to despair each foot marching to the grave same dog old tricks never shake the need to fix disdain for humanity in the chamber slide the needle in ...ASTRAL TANGENT... | |||||||
| Interests: | 39: 77 punk, adicts, alien sex fiend, anarchist, anti-flag, anti-nowhere league, astral tangent, black plague world tour, bomb squad, buzzcocks, carcass, crass, david bowie, dead boys, dropkick murphys, flogging molly, generation x, glam punk, heroin, iggy pop, johnny thunders, lou reed, magazine, mohawks, nihilism, pbr, playing guitar, post-punk, richard hell, sex pistols, sid & nancy, sid vicious, slayer, suicide, the clash, the stooges, thrash metal, toilet boys, writing | |||||||
| Schools: | South Medford High School - Medford, OR (1994 - 1998) | |||||||
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| Account type: | Basic Account | |||||||
